| christ almighty |
[Feb. 22nd, 2007|08:01 am] |
i forgot about this shiittt
update time!
um george and i have been really fucking good.
everythings working outtt.
its funny cuz seb & lolo are doing well also
its funny how the relationships correspond.
its so odd :D
umm i fucking miss the valley kids.
i havent see julia or nicole in forever.
i havent seen much of alex either. hopefully she can do mah hurr soon!!
umm ive been around cesar a lot which makes me happy.
george and him get along a little too well because they always start ganging up on me! its ridiculous.
schools okay.
arts amazing.
hopefully the art program at CSUN is good too.
jones says it is so i'm hoping for the best.
if anything i can transfer to the academy of art sooon
i need a jobb
i need a place to live in a few monthss
annnddd
yeah.
bhahha.
good times. |
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| so basically everythings changed. |
[Oct. 15th, 2006|11:08 am] |
so george and i arent together anymore..
i dont even know if we'll even talk anymore.
mario asked me out last nightt...
i said yess =]]
uhh haha i just saw the entry below.
i basically think seb's a douche.
george is... george.
i still got my twinss<333
and of course the amazing boo boo kitty fuckkk
but alexys and kristina have become so dear to my heart
like i feel so close to them
so im grateful for that
school's going realllyy welll
senior year is ...
wow
haha
i focus on my art so much
monday im gonna go to Cal State LA to visit marioo
and he's gonna show me the campus
cal state LA and otis
its gonna be hard to chose |
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| //bliss<3 |
[Aug. 16th, 2006|03:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | george's gay voice | ] |
kawlkejfakd;ldkfs;dfd best day everrrrrr
hahahaa
muh baby and i went to santa monicaaa
and went to the beeeeaaaachhh
&&WE BUILT A SAND ALIGATOR NAMED AL!
and it was just
aaah <333
heheheh
i love you baby; you dirty BITCH! hahaahah
<3
i miss him though...
&&SEBASTIANNNNNN
haha those two make my life complete
.bliss. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 5th, 2006|02:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | clit 45 | ] |
saturday =)
i got my face eaten
love! |
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| dick slapping |
[Jun. 29th, 2006|07:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sean paul- temperature | ] |
i saw terrance and jonny todaaayyy
woot woot
i left school early b/c i couldnt take any more.
i went home, changed, and met up with those two fucks and went to melrose and kicked it
fun fucking times.
i love those two
terrance: jessica stop dick slapping me!
...
rofl.
tomorrow is the bbq at marcos' house.
no foundation is playing
yaaayyy |
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| omgz<3 |
[Jun. 29th, 2006|07:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | le tigre- my metro card | ] |
shitfuck!
ok so
i started summa school at West La college last thursday
which sucked.
then later that day i saw
TILLIE<3
whom i missed very much.
it was cool even though it was just for a little bit.
then FRRIIDDAAAYYY
i went to melrose with
ALEX
JESSICKA
NICOLE
omfg
my three fav. girls
boo boo
jessicunt
and twat.
lawkj;d.
came home.
saturday
i saw pookie.
and the twins for like a second...
and seb
who is supah tall
it never ceases to amaze me how much taller he is than me.
we parted ways
pookie and i went home
watched movies
and we were happy.
so far this week has been ok... no plans for tomorrow
even though its pookie's eighteenth fuckin b-day
..we're celebrating it saturday..
ionno waht to dooooo lol.
oh well |
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| vagina |
[Jun. 22nd, 2006|12:55 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mi casa cabron | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bikini kill | ] |
soo tuesday i got to see mah boy
in the city of electricity
always fun
came home
&my mother trashed my room.
how nice.
when i say trashed
i mean
trashed.
its actually pretttyy funny.
i'm going to summer school at West LA college
bummeerrr
and on top of that
theres shit going on between
[DxAxS]
&
S.O.R
which sucks
cuz i love a person in each crew.
and im in one of them
its like dayumnn kids chill with that sheyiitt.
summer ain't too bad i guess
haha i love how the boys hate it when i walk alone.
its like not allowed.
i love those kids. |
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| summer loving |
[Jun. 12th, 2006|05:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mi casa fools | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none. his voice. | ] |
man.
friday = alexys' party. thank goodness i slept over.
saturday = laurena's quince <3
sunday = first night home
monday = i got to see himmm
and im wearing my sweater and it smells like him
and i love him.
<3 summer '06 baby <3 |
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| MEXICO!! |
[May. 31st, 2006|07:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the strokes- hearts in a cage | ] |
mexico was fucking bomb.
i'll add pictures soon
yay |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 15th, 2006|05:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | el diablo- tsunami bomb | ] |
im going to prom!!!
w/ cesar!!!
YAAAYY FOR FRIDAY |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 13th, 2006|09:09 pm] |
i love how i call him back
and he says everything is ok and that he loves me
=)
<3
and everything really is ok |
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| </3 |
[May. 13th, 2006|08:59 pm] |
today was Adam's funeral
it felt...
i dont know
it was hard
seeing his casket and all the boys around it was what hurt the most.
to see dunn,nelson, and brandon walking to the front of the church
it broke my heart.
on top of that
today just hasnt been the greatest.
drama with the one i love
why am i pushing him away?
when we're on the phone sometimes i just want to get away from him
but as soon as he's gone
and i've pushed him away
i want to call him back and just tell him how much i love him
i dont understand this.
i dont know whats wrong with me
maybe its just been the last few weeks
on a good note
my cousin is going to take me back to new mexico with her
and hopefully i'll get to visit marky's grave.
another one taken from us far too young
when i wasnt ready
no one was ready
"with a forty and a needle drained he left this life"
writing that song with that line in it
was closure
oddly enough
i just hope the rest of the band likes it.
which leads me to another up
(i should count my blessings)
we have recording equipment now
hopefully things will be on the move..
if my mom doesn't get in the way
viva lipstick and dynamite?
i think so
it needs to be summer.
school sucks.
at least i've got love... if i dont push it away
ugh thats it
im calling him back. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 25th, 2006|06:33 am] |
rest in peace adam
my only regret is that i didnt hold onto that last hug as long as i should have |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|11:10 pm] |
[05 Nov 2004|09:13pm]
(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: no
(4) Want to be?: no
(5) Your birth day: 1-13
(6) Age you act: sometimes
(7) Age you wish you were: dont care
(8) Your height: 4'11 and WHAT?!
(9) The color of your eyes: caca brown
(10) Happy with it?: whateeeeev
(11) The color of your hair: caca brown
(12) Happy with it?: whatev.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right fa sho
(14) Your living arrangement?: mom dad lucie christina +cranky old man
(27) Your family: sometimes :-) sometimes :-(
(29) What's your job: nigga im a musician
(30) Piercings?: one in each ear
(31) Tattoos?: not yettttt
(32) Obsessions?: sex
(35) Do you speak another language?: si
(36) Have a favorite quote?: your an angel that money couldnt by
(37) Do you have a webpage?: i myspace it up
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: yes. for better or for worse
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes very
(40) Do you have any secrets?: yeah...who doesnt
(41) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes. i try not to
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: whatev
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: chew my tongue when im concentrating...
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: people like my hurr
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: EARGASM
(46) What's your biggest fear?: balloons and my mom and losing someone i love
(47) Can you sing: i love singing
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nah im already cool
(49) Are you a loner?: sometimes
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no
(52) Are you a daredevil?: sometimes
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i hate alot about me(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: im both... i guess i fear the irreputible damage i may cause to myself.
(55) Have you got a ?: a question aye? yeah i have lots.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength: perceptiveness weakness:ha. too many to list
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: FAT TUMMY
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: i already have love and i dont care about beauty and creativity comes and goes so fuck your fucking wells.
(59) How do you vent?: crying and talking to alex
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not at all. i'll cry at anything
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yeah. i rejected pookie's rose. worst mistake ever.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: i suppose.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: kiss when you can
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: ummm my white streak. its snazzy
(65) And least?: pretty much everything else
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: not at all
(67) Are you confident?: not really. only if i know im right
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: ron jeremy
69) Do people know how you feel?: mmhm
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: only by my parents
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: not no mo
(72) Do drugs?: not no mo
(73) Read the newspaper?: yes i like it
(75) Go to church? fuuuuck no
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: sometimes
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: mr doggy loves me
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yaah but only if im happy
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah
(80) Drive?: nooo and tahnk god i dont
(81) Like to drive fast?: GO SPEED RACER!
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: ionno
(83) Hurt yourself?: ha. haha. HAHAHA fuck you.
(84) Been out of the country?: ooo yes
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: uh no?
(86) Burped?: um. yeah i am human
(87) Been unfaithful?: never
(88) Been in love?: yeah. i am right now
(89) Done drugs?: yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: nope
(92) Had a surgery?: nope
(93) Ran away from home?: ha yeah... sleeping on the street aint no fun
(94) Played strip poker?: noo unfortunately
(95) Gotten beaten up?: yeah
(97) Been picked on?: yah
(98) Been on stage?: HAHA yesssss
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: thats specific.
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: yes
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes
(103) If yes, what is your record?: 4 days ugh
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: ooo yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yeah
(107) Slept all day? yeah
(108) Killed someone?: no
(109) Made out with a stranger?: ew yes.
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: nooo
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: YAH it was weird
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yeah. but we where drunk.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: i fuck jesSICKa cunt every night
(114) Been betrayed?: yeah... sigh
(115) Had a dream that came true?: hahaha no not really
(116) Broken the law?: yeah
(117) Met a famous person? um can you say "i cant believe its not butter?"
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no thank god
(146) Stolen anything?: that so lame no
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: no
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: MM MM good
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: mmhm
(150) Considered religious vocation?: o yah. me. queen of cunts.
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: haha no complimented though ;-)
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: UGH yeah.
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: fuck brands
(155) Brand of clothing?: fuck yo couch nigga
(156) Cologne/perfume?: sex
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: ew uniform CATHOLIC SCHOOL GIRL OMGZ
(159) Wear hats?: i dont like hats
(160) Judge other people by their clothing?: no thats lame
(161) Wear make-up?: ugh yes and you better thank god i dont torture you with my ugly face
(162) Favorite place to shop?: www.daddyos.com
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: pink fishnets YES PLEASE
(164) Are you trendy?: no
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: i dont have a choice.
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yesm
(167) Miracles?: yah
(168) Astrology?: UGH yah its creepy
(169) Magic?: like pixy dust?
(170) God?: who cares. live now and here
(171) Satan?: um like i am satan
(172) Santa?: OMG YES
(173) Ghosts?: YES
(174) Luck?: haha yep
(175) Love at first sight?: yah
(176) Yin and Yang?: chop sticks<3
(177) Witches?: yo moma
(178) Easter bunny?: eeep. donny darko FREAKY
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yeah
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: rainbows are is gays
(181) Do you wish on stars?: hahaha yeah.
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no i got all excited
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes
(184) Still love him/her?: yessssss sirree
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: not at al
(186) What do you find romantic?: the way he looks at me and says i loves you and kisses my nose
(187) Turn-on?: his freckle in the corner of his eye
(188) Turn-off?: when he loogies
(189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: no
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: bitches im taken
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: whatev.
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: who gives a shit kiss my ass goddamnit
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yeah. gross.thank god thats in the past
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: pookie says im pretty :-)
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: he's funny, smart, and a good kisser. what more could i want?
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they loose weight faster. goddamnit
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: uh. i donno lol
(208) Are you in love?: yah.
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: nothing cuz george is hotter
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: BB king
(212) You wanted to kill?: george flippin bush goddamnit
(213) That you laughed at?: cesar. silly kid
(214) That laughed at you?: pookie
(215) That turned you on?: P to the double O KIE omgz <3
(216) You went shopping with?: HAHAH sarah colleen monica and chelsea
(217) That broke your heart?: ionno
(219) To ask you out?: my cousin's ghetto fab friend guhrooss
(220) To make you cry?: stuff i was hearin about someone i love
(221) To brighten up your day?: pookie
(222) That you thought about?: pookie and boo boo kitty fuck
(223) You saw a movie with?: um pookie i think.. O YAH exorcism of emily rose hehe
(224) You talked to on the phone?: cesar
(225) You talked to through IM?: guinnessssss<3
(226) You saw?: dad
(227) You lost?: my tights
(229) You thought was completely insane?: my mom
(230) You wanted to be?: yo moma
(231) You told off?: pookie :-/
(232) You trusted?: everyone around me
(233) You turned down?: some ugly guy gross
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: tonight
(235) Laughed?: tonight
(236) Cried?: yesterday
(237) Bought something?: nada
(238) Danced?: right now
(239) Were sarcastic?: ionno
(240) hugged someone?: GRANDMA TODAY YAY
(241) Talked to an ex?: today lol
(242) Watched your fave movie?: friday
(243) Had a nightmare?: 2 nights ago :-(
(245) Talked on the phone?: today
(246) Listened to the radio?: never
(247) Watched TV?: never
(248) Went out?: friday
(249) Helped someone?: today
(250) Were mean?: today to a certain person
(251) Sang?: now
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: awhile ago
(253) Said "I love you"? like 30 min ago
(254) Missed someone?: right now
(255) Fought with a family member?: yesterday
(256) Fought with a friend?: monday
(257) Had a serious conversation?:today
(258) Got drunk?: uh last time i went to the CIA |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|10:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i miss pookie | ] |
| [ | music |
| | just the rain <3 | ] |
have you ____ this summer 2005? ...
Spent the night with someone? yes m'aam <33 good times
Drank untill your stomach hurt? HAHA no but close.
laughed until you almost peed your pants? pft FUCK YAH!
Went to a camp? haha thank god no
Swam? yessss
Went to the movies? pookie and i are movie whores
Gone shopping? amazingly enough no
Had a job? not even im too punk rock FUCK THE SYSTEM
Gotten freakishly bored? no amazingly enough
Made a bonfire? yep, marrkky <3
Been outside during a lightning storm? uh. i live in LA.
Been to another state? not even
Been to another country? PERU AI AI AI!
Changed someting about your appearance? um. no?
Commited a crime/broken the law? yes please
Done someting with a girl/guy this summer? mmm pookie
Had a b/f ? miss chlamydia loves her george suicide
Dumped a b/f ? no
Kissed someone? yes please
Been to a concert? a political suicide bitches
Been in trouble with the cops/parents? HAHAHAHA amazingly enough not really!
Had a memorable moment? billions
Had a horrible moment? yeah
Ran from the law? HA HAHA .. HAHAHA stupid mall cops.
Lied to your parents? ooooo yes
Gotton so drunk you forgot what happened? nooooo
Smoked weed? no
Snuck out? omgzz haha yeah
Gone skinny dipping? noo
Made new friends? yes I LOVE POB
Lost old friends? nope. just aquaintences
Missed a friend? yaaaaah man i miss boo boo and the twins FUCK
Gone on vacation with no parents? no ugh
Slept under the stars? no but looked at them
Thought about school? suck my clit bitch
Been to the beach? yeah!! it was soooo rad
Thought about a special someone? every second
Hoped they thought about you too? no need to hope
mira. muy chingona. no need to hope. |
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| BUY ME TIE ME CHAIN ME TO A WALL I WANNA BE A SLAVE FOR YOU ALL |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|07:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | x-ray spex- oh bondage (up yours!) | ] |
omg this weekend was
BOMB DIGGITY
friday= kinda lame didnt do anything
omgz saturday beautiful fucking saturday
noho
CIA
APS
fuck i love that band
and i love my fucking pookie
he fucking rocked the hizzouse
<3 |
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| I HATE COP CARS |
[Sep. 27th, 2005|06:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | naked aggression- religious lies | ] |
friday = got to see pookie n chill for a bitttttttttt <3
then ... EEW DENTIST! yuck. then i didnt really do anything just chilled
SATURDAY = NOHO BITCHES! fuck yeah. pookie and i saw the exorcism of emily rose and we just got to chill at his house for a while. great fucking day. aw man it was so fun lol. i love the valley. its like we walked around and it was pitch black outside and it was i donno it was fun heh <3
sunday = can we say sleep all day?!?! yes. yes we can. dad and i went to pinks. highlight of my life
monday = NO SCHOOL BITCHES! lazed around at home. got a present. muhahahahaaha;lwkfj;awefd
overall a pretty good weekend
today = eh. up and down i guess. haha after school was fun though. MISS HODGES and i drove around after school and she was yelling at "hot" guys. haha damn french boys. haha good times yah?
now im home eating chinese food. fun stuff. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 20th, 2005|06:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i like fucking- bikini kill | ] |
wow week 4 of school already.
its going by pretty quickly and i guess i like it that way
all my grades are pretty fucking good which is like beyond me
art history is thee best fucking class ever and i fucking adore it
and of course i fucking love my pookie
last friday was the dance and amazingly enough it was really fun
raaaaawr i miss alex and jessicka and nicole though
im getting kinda sick of certain people
and their self-centered attitudes but oohh well thats life yah?
fighting with mom constantly but its funny ive become so busy i barely notice it
<3 |
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| your my little rubber scrubber |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|03:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | vice squad- latex love | ] |
ah so
day 2 of school
its alright i guess
it gets fucking lonely in classes where i dont have any friends
actually thats just chemistry
but whatever its all good =D
so yesterday was my first day and george picked me up from school
which made my day fucking great
and i dont mind taking the bus at ALL
especially when he's there <3
fuck man im so fucking in love with him
i know its retarded
and its sad how all the teachers are talking about us re-evaluating our lives
and they all mention our "boyfriend" as time consuming
but hes not
agghh
i hope i get to see him sunday
u n i v e r s a l c i t y w a l k
haha i havent been to the actual park in like fifty years
so it should be chill
oh and for you kids who arent busy like i am
this friday
go to the mosaic
and saturday
go to the CIA
a political suicide is playing and i fucking love them
aww and i finally had a nice good conversation with my wife on the phone last night
i thought she was mad at me too but she wasnt
and fuck dude
im gonna ask to move in with her once im 18
it will be like
parties non stop lmao
but fuck man shes so smart i love her
and i miss her like no other
im gonna ask if shes busy on thursday cuz fuck man i wanna see her
and nicole
ive gotten like really close to nicole too
shes such a sweet heart
fuck man i miss NOHO!
nicole: howabouttt we burn down your school... and all the schools around it so the closest one is noho high
lmao
i love her
and jessickaaa
my two twin vaginas<3
agh ok i really have a shitload of homework
xoxoxo |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|09:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bikini kill- double dare ya | ] |
so hanging out with cesar was great =]
we just sat and talked
and i hadnt done that with anyone in a while
without the conversation getting sad
it was really great and i fucking love him
yesterday i saw pookie <3
it was rad
um
school
growl.
im not ready to go back
i know i cant handle it
oh well...
september 3, 2005
a political suicide
@ CIA |
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